Wednesday, March 26, 2014
{ 11:51 AM }
It had been a chance to randomly found your old blog. Reading through the previous posts had brought me back to a memory lane of my life for the past five years. Time had passed by so quickly when in a block of an eyes you realizes it had already been five years later. There is a lot of things had passed, from graduating from polytechnic life to entering into university taking up a completely new courses. Over the Years life had changes so much. It wont have been the one you would have imagine or expect at time when i started the blog. By reading through the post that you had written when you are young, it had reminded you how life could be so simple and contented. But as the years go, you start to grow and life wasn't as simple as wish it could like it would been few years back. All the unrealistic dreams start to fall apart and you realize that it is time to
Move on from the unrealistic dreams. It wasn't that those dreams and promises doesn't make sense is just that over the years as we start to grow people grow apart too. As as this go, dreams start to be different too. 5 years ago, at that point of time, what we had thought of now is just a pure naive and unrealistic dreams. As the years goes, everything had changed, the goal we are working for wasn't the same any more. Life wasn't as easy as what we had been at young, when we could just enjoy party and study. As you become older your responsibilities increases too and you found out that having 24 hours a day is forever not enough. There is so
Much things to do with so little time. But just having a little free time spending with you family, friends and love one you will be so appreciated and contented. You realize that you cant prioritize love as your uppermost priority but deep inside you believe that as long as you love that person so much just been able to spent time with him for a little bit of time is enough. But it seems that we had different kind point of view, we had both grow and become further apart. We had different view points different goals. No matter how willing i am willing to try it doesn't seems to matter any more as we both knew you had already given up way before you even made effort to try. Reading through the blog reminded me of my start of polytechnic life when i meet you. The up and downs that we had went through over the Years. How we started up so roughly but manage to
Pull through over the Years. But in the end we are just not the one which is mean to be. With these past few weeks, i had realize how we had been pulling both of us behind. When we cant really pursue what we really want in life. As always say when you are in love you are blind you cant see clearly. We both had knew that we always have the same problem but we keep believe that things will be alright one day and i knew that it always had the problem but i did not have the courage to say it out. I did not bear to do
It. But eventually you had finally bear to
End it and i would really thanks for letting me free. Letting both of is free. There had been time when we were so happy but there had been equally amount of time
When we always have so many little things to quarrel about. It is time
To let things go and move on. Thanks for the memories. This will be the last post of this blog which could see how five years could change so much things in life.
