Wednesday, March 26, 2014 { 11:51 AM }

It had been a chance to randomly found your old blog. Reading through the previous posts had brought me back to a memory lane of my life for the past five years. Time had passed by so quickly when in a block of an eyes you realizes it had already been five years later. There is a lot of things had passed, from graduating from polytechnic life to entering into university taking up a completely new courses. Over the Years life had changes so much. It wont have been the one you would have imagine or expect at time when i started the blog. By reading through the post that you had written when you are young, it had reminded you how life could be so simple and contented. But as the years go, you start to grow and life wasn't as simple as wish it could like it would been few years back. All the unrealistic dreams start to fall apart and you realize that it is time to Move on from the unrealistic dreams. It wasn't that those dreams and promises doesn't make sense is just that over the years as we start to grow people grow apart too. As as this go, dreams start to be different too. 5 years ago, at that point of time, what we had thought of now is just a pure naive and unrealistic dreams. As the years goes, everything had changed, the goal we are working for wasn't the same any more. Life wasn't as easy as what we had been at young, when we could just enjoy party and study. As you become older your responsibilities increases too and you found out that having 24 hours a day is forever not enough. There is so Much things to do with so little time. But just having a little free time spending with you family, friends and love one you will be so appreciated and contented. You realize that you cant prioritize love as your uppermost priority but deep inside you believe that as long as you love that person so much just been able to spent time with him for a little bit of time is enough. But it seems that we had different kind point of view, we had both grow and become further apart. We had different view points different goals. No matter how willing i am willing to try it doesn't seems to matter any more as we both knew you had already given up way before you even made effort to try. Reading through the blog reminded me of my start of polytechnic life when i meet you. The up and downs that we had went through over the Years. How we started up so roughly but manage to Pull through over the Years. But in the end we are just not the one which is mean to be. With these past few weeks, i had realize how we had been pulling both of us behind. When we cant really pursue what we really want in life. As always say when you are in love you are blind you cant see clearly. We both had knew that we always have the same problem but we keep believe that things will be alright one day and i knew that it always had the problem but i did not have the courage to say it out. I did not bear to do It. But eventually you had finally bear to End it and i would really thanks for letting me free. Letting both of is free. There had been time when we were so happy but there had been equally amount of time When we always have so many little things to quarrel about. It is time To let things go and move on. Thanks for the memories. This will be the last post of this blog which could see how five years could change so much things in life.

Sunday, October 4, 2009 { 12:17 PM }

back~
for this week was either working all with carol.
we both are drinking alcohol like water. wth~
monday was at amber21 with her, tue was at clinic.
friday. party for celebration of friendsbirthday.

carol, thanks. seriously thanks for being with me when i needed u most. cry with me and listen to me. without u i wont know how is it seriously. cheer up babe. cheer up no matter what happen. i knew that you are very sad of eveything. but no matter what don give up. if u need me just text me or call i will be with u. no more crying, like u have say. we have cry enough. stay strong! love ya(:

Friday, September 11, 2009 { 1:03 PM }

conclusion of what i done for days.
working. was typically working from monday to thursday except for wed as i call in sick.went to find dear for dinner.

thursaday, meet dear than g work. he acc me thoughout. than watch i love u bethcopper after work(:
yesterday.helped in filming. than eat and home.(:
later shopping with carol~

Saturday, September 5, 2009 { 12:45 PM }

Went to work at taka today. It had been almoat a month since i work there.
not use to standing 8 hours.~~ and it was freaking no customers at all.
so though out i was complaining that it was freaking boring~

thursday night stay over at carol's house. we are like hungry through out the night. so we are always complaining that we are hungry.the usual things we always say! slept at 3 plus. woke up 9 plus by carol's grandma cause she gona work. than was waiting for her to prepare. damm long. than ate breakfast before carol going work while i go home. suppose to meet ser at her school but when i got home mum was not at home gona wait for to be home before i go out. but she got home at 1pm. so in the end decided not to go her sch find her. than went to meet carol at x craft for her dinner before travelling to doubygaut to meet woei Jiun after her work. Ate before we went to watch UP!. nice show!(: went to marina barrage after that. when we arrive to marina bay, we are like waiting for freaking long for the shuttle bus. and it is feeling weird as there are lots of bangala. and i was telling wj that i am allergic to bangala. while standing at the roadside we are like walking directory. two tourists walked past and ask us how to go to marina area as they wana see ferris weel, while another two tourists asked us how to go esplanade. after waiting quite long and no shuttlebus came we decided to walk to check the timing og shuttle bus. than we decide to find the bus stop that have the shuttle bus. actually intend to walk down a road but it is like a few bangala cycling in. while walking half way we get scared than we walk back. after searching for very long we can't get to the busstop. than after that we saw bus 400, we are like chasing after it like mad womans. than the driver stop the bus before the bus stop for us to board. so good(: in the bus, more weird. as it is mostly workers. after a few stops we arrived at marina barrage!
it is damm nice with nice view too! saw a weird flying object at first we thought is UFO. in the end it is a toy. lol
went home at 11 plus, the bus was like damm long. so we called cab to drive us to airport before taking bus home. got home 12 am.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009 { 12:01 PM }

another day of work.
went out late. left at 11.05am.
manage to run into the train otherwise confirm late.
when i got to outram park already 11.45. still gona walk and talk another tarin
waiting time is 5 min. shit. got to habourfront 1155. have to seriously rush to shop in 5 min time. got there ke ai was already there. have t open slide door than go sent stocks to b2 and level 2 pushcart. i lost my way when i was sending stock to b2 pushcart. can't help vivo too big. than went back ke ai went off.
there are new stocks to hang. so iron new clothes hang. and keep new stock.
it s freaking hot.than after ironing and hanging all the clothes, it is already one hour plus. there is not even freaking one customer came in. melissa sms say she wana go washroom and buy drink.
so lock shop went down. mel went damm long so in total i was downstairs around 1 hour. than went back i brought bread. i was always hungry today.
i add maggie mee before going to work.than in 2 hours i am hungry.
than ser came she brought chicken rice for me my dinner later(:
than woei jiun came.
than stone in shop.
today is the worst day ever. not even 10 customer came in.
STTM!. sold one promo item 10 bucks. that is my sale. i feel guilty.
went home after that.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009 { 12:10 PM }

Good morning!~
It is freaking 3AM in the morning but i can't sleep.
there is work tmr! STTM. Lets hope hot milk will put me to sleep~haha

people change it only depends on the degree that u changed.all of sudden she is so foreign to us. like what carol say in her blog. there is pirority in friends, u should make decisions to protect your best friends not to harm them. there is differnt between aquaintance and bestfriend.

i gona going to sleep now bwfore i fall asleep at work(:

{ 10:23 AM }

\exhausted, worked full shift today.
woei jiun came also. she came to teach me opening.
In the end she end up working with us, as she never go to meet her friend.
Yesterday,
Went Back Prss. Not whole class went back. After that jessie carol and me went to Fareast. Than went home for a rest before meeting up with serena. Went playclub.

Sunday,
Huifang birthday celebaration. chin leong, wen bin, kai xuan. ming xue and wei chieh meet at 1pm. Went t buy hf birthday cake. Than text her. Found out that she is also at tm. We are on lookout afraid that she eill spot us. than went to open plaza. damm rainy day. so we had difficulty lighting up the candle. Than hui fang came. shocked that so many of us were there. cause i lied to her that there is only me and her for this year celebration. she was like keep on asking that ser confirm noy coming than i say ya. she thought that i was kidding her. lol. Than cl,mx and wc went off. left me fang kx wb. went lunch at pizza hut. than after that jessie came. watch where got ghost? together. than kx and wb went off.carol came. so we went to prepare teachers day present. Than home after that(: